only 2 papers down,
& im feeling miserable.
im nt surprised if i do worse than mids.
which is totally shitty.
GAH.
i screwed up the ppr tht i've most hopes in improving for.
(& i rly wonder if its everyone thts screwed for the ppr, or only me. because half the time, those ppl who whine get relatively decent grades in the end. im nt naming anybody, because i find this happening everywhere. then im the only one thts feels screwed up & gets the screwed up grades. WHT A STUPID LIFE IM LEADING.)
emoooooooo. ;/
READ AT YR OWN RISK:
(i feel like grumbling more. sigh. so auntie rgt!)
i think im damn pissed at myself and wht not.
i reeeeeeeeeeeally (you get the pt) hate nt doing well for pprs tht i've tuition for because im nt rich & for my dad to spend so much money (accumulates each mth) on my studies means tht i ought to do well for it. so tht the money will nt go to waste.
THEN I DNO WTH AM I DOING TO WASTE EVERY SINGLE CENT OF IT.
..................
i freaking want to do well for econs.
but i think i've been saying the "its okay, the nxt time will definitely get better" thg for so many times tht im numbed by everythg. :(
-takes a deep breath-
GD STUFFS:
at least i get to meet Smarties today.
Marks & Spencering was fun, as usual agogo. :)
& erm, thts probably the end.
say W-O-W with me.